This is my last entry for a long time.

4 days until big day
5 days until my chem and physics exams
7 days till my 18th birthday
9 days till my piano exam
10 days till i celebrate my 18th birthday
12 days till i go to manitou grad
13 days till i practice wedding songs in the city
15 days till grad

Bring on the last two weeks baby, after this shit is over, I'm ready to fly!

How do I feel right now? I am so sick of this. Everything. I'm sick of high school, the schedules, the homework, the deadlines. Above that, I'm sick of the people - the fakeness, the multiple personalities, the backstabbing/gossiping/lying/hurting. Yes, I know, I'm guilty too. There I said it so you can't call me a hypocrate. But I'm sick of me doing it too.

Another thing I get sick of. Why is everybody so damn insecure? Be happy with yourself! Be proud of yourself. Who gives a rats ass what people think of you. Don't try to be something you're not, be yourself. If people can't accept you the way you are that's their problem not yours.

Ok, there, i got that off my chest. It wasn't directed at anyone in particular, so dont get offended.

Thanks guys, it's been fun

With that I ceremoniously put this journal to rest.